wow i havent made a post in forever ....so nothing is new im still single dont need them dont want them im better off wit me ... wow life cant get any complicated then this im tired of living 2 lives i cant separate 1 from the other ...i want what i want but i need waht i can get not really sure what to do now i wish i knew how life worked there is the guy wit the 2 biys n there is the one that thinks hes in love.... n here i am thinking that i cant do anything 2 help ... sometimes i thnk i talk to nothing but 2 faced ppl and cant help it but wonder if all the ppl i know are like that ... well i cant say that i will TRUST anyone so i must be some kind of GOOD person inside hahahaa o well ill be back soon

hahhahaahah true and lovin it....!!!!! ^^ hahah
omg i miss being on LJ and i misss all my friends lol

ummmm this is my first time in a while haha

well yea i love kevin lol i broke up with robert finally 3 months ago or so maybe longer not sure hahaa

and now im happy and i have someone who loves me back haha
for the first time in my life im getting the ;love that i deserve haha yay

well igot to go soo soon i will up date again

lol i been and seen things and people that i cant even explain it.....but i know one thing guys are so F Up and i dont F Care anymore


I LOVE MY GURLS AND CANT HELP BUT TO THINK BOUT THEM



ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU ALL AND DONT FORGET THAT

WOWZ i think that me and Robert might get seriouse real soon
but I want it to happen now. soon enought that I will be happy^___<*

uuummmm yea i am fallin in love with him if this keeps up i think that i will be the happiest girl on earth and now that everyone already thinks that we are together but idk we act like we are...


and last weekend we took a walk in the park and had a picknic it was so awesome the sun was setting and we watched it together...**AAHHHHHH** wow i cant believe that this might actually be real and me this happy doenst happen alot..



Roren_Chan i waited for you today

but nothing i'llsee you later

oK i have lost something very preciouse to me....>___<'' *murrr* idk what to do...its like i was ment to be unhappy and lost all the time....now I have Broken it up with robert and now i feel like shit and eventhough wee both Cryed our eyes out we still want to be friends but i can be friends with someone that i love so much * 0 * AHHHH what do i do? I cant just give up I gave up my happienesss for his which i would never do for anyone, unless i really cared for them...


but i just met him, on the weekedd and know him for 2 weeks it feel like i knew him for years and years.........


ai is just fo fuckin stupid most of the time...it hits me right where it hurrts the most even though ti will have all the meomories it wont be the same


* 0 * gosh AHHHHHHH what to do what to do??????


>____<"

Being sad is what i good at so i guess that what i'll do


Love ya guys

if you got advice let me know if i didnt the right thing


bc i didnt want to share him i let him go... he didnt want to hurt me so he told me straight up that someone else liked him to and he didnt want us to hurt and that he would make us both happy and i couldnt talk it i didnt want to see soemone else kissing him and i know she didnt want the same thing


so didnt i do the right thing by lettein him go or should I fight for what i want...


HHEELLPPP!!!! *0* AAAHHHHHH

hey does anyone have new Gazette pics, i really want some of ruki and the rest of them, but of ruki the most if so you can add me on myspace.com/sakuraluvhyde and send them to me


thank you soooo mucch

much love Sakura

Kikyou i hope u read this before i call you i have news about me and a random pesron that we all know its fun havein him around but i got ot let you know th ereal deal lol you wiol love it i

olove

you

babe

see u soon

Kagome