Did You Lose It? Huh?

OMG im getting married

2008-04-09T19:15:14Z

hahhahaahah true and lovin it....!!!!! ^^ hahah
omg i miss being on LJ and i misss all my friends lol

ummmm this is my first time in a while haha

well yea i love kevin lol i broke up with robert finally 3 months ago or so maybe longer not sure hahaa

and now im happy and i have someone who loves me back haha
for the first time in my life im getting the ;love that i deserve haha yay

well igot to go soo soon i will up date again

ruki_sakura @ 2007-12-09T03:56:00

2007-12-09T09:57:41Z

lol i been and seen things and people that i cant even explain it.....but i know one thing guys are so F Up and i dont F Care anymore

I LOVE MY GURLS AND CANT HELP BUT TO THINK BOUT THEM

ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU ALL AND DONT FORGET THAT

ruki_sakura @ 2007-11-08T16:56:00

2007-11-08T23:03:16Z

WOWZ i think that me and Robert might get seriouse real soon
but I want it to happen now. soon enought that I will be happy^___<*

uuummmm yea i am fallin in love with him if this keeps up i think that i will be the happiest girl on earth and now that everyone already thinks that we are together but idk we act like we are...

and last weekend we took a walk in the park and had a picknic it was so awesome the sun was setting and we watched it together...**AAHHHHHH** wow i cant believe that this might actually be real and me this happy doenst happen alot..

Roren_Chan i waited for you today

but nothing i'llsee you later

wtf was i thinking

2007-10-29T23:10:47Z

oK i have lost something very preciouse to me....>___<'' *murrr* idk what to do...its like i was ment to be unhappy and lost all the time....now I have Broken it up with robert and now i feel like shit and eventhough wee both Cryed our eyes out we still want to be friends but i can be friends with someone that i love so much * 0 * AHHHH what do i do? I cant just give up I gave up my happienesss for his which i would never do for anyone, unless i really cared for them...

but i just met him, on the weekedd and know him for 2 weeks it feel like i knew him for years and years.........

ai is just fo fuckin stupid most of the time...it hits me right where it hurrts the most even though ti will have all the meomories it wont be the same

* 0 * gosh AHHHHHHH what to do what to do??????

>____<"

Being sad is what i good at so i guess that what i'll do

Love ya guys

if you got advice let me know if i didnt the right thing

bc i didnt want to share him i let him go... he didnt want to hurt me so he told me straight up that someone else liked him to and he didnt want us to hurt and that he would make us both happy and i couldnt talk it i didnt want to see soemone else kissing him and i know she didnt want the same thing

so didnt i do the right thing by lettein him go or should I fight for what i want...

HHEELLPPP!!!! *0* AAAHHHHHH

new pics

2007-10-03T21:09:31Z

hey does anyone have new Gazette pics, i really want some of ruki and the rest of them, but of ruki the most if so you can add me on myspace.com/sakuraluvhyde and send them to me

thank you soooo mucch

much love Sakura

ruki_sakura @ 2007-09-14T13:29:00

2007-09-14T18:50:47Z

Ok Miroku has the best post on this byatch!!!!Anyways I am in HCC now life cant get any better *oh wait* yet it does *MUCH BETTER* THERE are nothing but hot ass Asian Guys at HCC and i love it I'm like in Japan *but NOT really* ^.< dude i cant Believe i waited this long to go back to school if i knew that i was going to be surrounded by my lovely people.....

lol i love school and OMK yesterday the best day ever me and Kikyou and Peter went to Oiishi Japanese Sushi Baa and we ate and guy that someone likes was working there its so awsome and he was all weird bout it but its cool no biggy. Oi one of the best things happen to me *well maybe not* but anyway i was suppose to go to Japan Like last week but the flight was cancled and i came home i wanted to go so bad but now its postponed till next semester bc i dont wanna go yet i love school and all my hot asians!!!! ^.< well i'm off to see the asian prince that i'll marry and love for ever Takanori;

see ya oh yea

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I'm in love with

YOU!!!!!!

love Sakura ^.<

ruki_sakura @ 2007-08-31T19:39:00

2007-09-01T00:44:41Z

wow its been a while and i miss everyone....but i have neen lookin for a job and letting every1 know that me and lauren are friends no mattter waht and jacob and me are going ot HCC soon we are planning the trip to oni-con and we're going to have fun...i'm back withh my parents and life is good i guess it could be better if ppl didnt always dont get into it but oh well that them anyways fun fun fun!!!!! is to come to all of us in a mo0nth or so....and i'm going to jp soon and i'll have fun will post pics when i get back or sooner

love ya
'll and kisses from ~Sakura-Chan~

ruki_sakura @ 2007-06-10T22:11:00

2007-06-11T03:13:19Z

Kikyou i hope u read this before i call you i have news about me and a random pesron that we all know its fun havein him around but i got ot let you know th ereal deal lol you wiol love it i

olove

you

babe

see u soon

Kagome

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-28T22:39:00

2007-04-29T03:52:13Z

Why is it every time i find someone to be with me I have to deal with bull shit and other peoples jealousy i fucking hate that.....why cant people just be happy for me ....i'm used to being alone and all but its hard to have someone there for you if u dont want them there.....where did i go wrong....i never thought that it would hurt this much but it does and i feel like shit even though i didnt do anything wrong.....I guess having so many peopel around me is good but i dont want them to talk shit if they dont know whats really going on......i sit alone in the apartment and cry for hours no one notices b/c no one cares..buts its all right...i'll be fine I always am so who gives a fuck.......anyways back to my boyfriend HE broke up with me Yesterday Friday...I wanted to cry but I didnt ohhh well i got him back and and i took care of him when he to drunk and so did Jacob *baka* but still i was sober *hard to believe ne* but its true i didnt drink and i'm proud of my self so yea but i had fun either way I was with Danate *Animal* and Rex and of course my boyfriends friends were there tooo and I had fun when i'm with them i feel happy when i'm at home i feel sad ohh well life is a bitch once ur understand it you'll ge what i'm sayin

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-25T16:08:00

2007-04-25T21:17:27Z

oi today everyone is asking me bout me and Ichiro.....well we are together but he is just getting e pissed off and i get him pissed off when i talk about his friend Adam.....well Love the Guy and He'll fuck u over...treat him like shit and he'll love u....thats how i got him but sometimes hes just too much and gets mad really fast...like i said that he sleeps over at my house and my roommates are cool with that....I love having him over and thats how i know that hes not playing games....well i have to go but i'll keep everyone updated with the situation

P.S. if I get board with him i'll leave him for someone else ^^

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-16T13:58:00

2007-04-16T19:03:35Z

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-16T13:14:00

2007-04-16T18:22:11Z

oi my boyfriend has been spending the night at my house for a while now.....and i'm kinda getting board of him just seen him everyday is so boring and he get mad very easily but 5 seconds later he's allover me again, LMFAO i got him just the way that i want him but even thought i do i still fell bad for him and tonight he has to go home b/c his grandma called him *oh well and it had to be the day that i work i'm not gonna have any fun...*wink* *wink* but its ok at lest he wont be around that much i'll try and have fun at work. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO FUCKING BOARD I WANNA HAVE SEXX WITH RUKI *IN PARADISE WORLD ONLY* LOL GOT TO LOVE THE MIND OF A GIRL LOL G2G BUT I'LL KEEP KIKYOU POSTED SINCE SHES NOT HERE....!!!!!!

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-13T12:16:00

2007-04-13T17:18:24Z

gosh this is how i feel ~Cassis~

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-11T16:30:00

2007-04-11T21:37:14Z

oi i finally got a Japaneses boy friend but hes acting like a bitch already.....he has never kept a girl longer then 2 weeks....so that makes me wonder what will happen with us but i got him on the tip of my fingers anything i say goes *gosh i wish that its Ruki* but never mind that he old me that he loves me *but i dont believe him* at all.....i'll see what happens later on i'll keep and up date on that......i just wish that we stay longer then 2 weeeks i got a bet to win and if i win i get something better then a player hater Asian *baka Ichiro* by the way that is his name... Lmfao

ruki_sakura @ 2007-04-01T15:19:00

2007-04-01T20:27:36Z

Dame friday really sucked..........we went to numbers AND it was suppose to be fun but people these days just dont know how to act and i had the worst time ever and there fro i'm never going there again, i just cant handle the bull shit and all the drama between my friends and plus i think that i need to get a life and stay away from clubs fro a while lol i wish that my friends would just get along and be happy when they are together....:( wow something just dont go as planed....but no i'm ok i have nothing better to do then sleep until i get a better job and start to have fun again and if any one out can just reach out and help me settle a gay feud that would be great.....life is a FUCKING RAINBOW...... but i still live it day by day. *the lost of friendship is stupid if your the one causing it really* get real *skittles*

ruki_sakura @ 2007-03-27T11:50:00

2007-03-27T17:00:58Z

Wow i woke up yesterday and I think that all my *dreams* are telling me something i keep having some real good ones.....but enough about my dreams....my sister called me last night and told me *mom was right you don't love us* I'm thinking to my self *well uummm I'm old enough to make my own decisions and live on my own* which i wanted for the longest time *i just want to be me and not miss a sec of life live each day lie its my last* but she doesn't understand that...she 15 years old and her boyfriend is 22 i get on her about that all the time she thinks that he loves her my ass if he did he wouldn't ask her to come and see him at his house he would come a and see her seriously...get real i knew these idiots are and they way they think i;m around them almost every day for kamis sake i really am starting to hate my sister

ruki_sakura @ 2007-03-23T09:25:00

2007-03-23T14:42:02Z

So I wake up and can't go back to sleep.....I had a really good dream and when I heard the song *Cassis* By GazettE I woke up from my dream and when it was finished I went back to sleep had the same dream *about Ruki and Me and Also Hyde was in it like always * I cant stop dreaming about these two guys.....*in my dream* ~Me and Ruki got married so I became Mrs. Matsumoto *lol* and we were at the Tokyo Dome ..... all of a sudden Hyde comes out of No where and Tell`s Ruki "I Will Kill You If You Don`t Leave Her Too Me," ME I'm lost and I didn`T know what to say but "GET THE f*** AWAY FROM US, YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE TO MARRY ME BUT YOU HAD TO MERRY MEGUMI.'' Ruki looks at me and takes my hand tells me *ai shiteru* and I tell him *I love You More * we walk off......Hyde is Crying and a few weeks later On the news Hyde Goes to Jail For Killing His Wife *LMAO* ^_^ Then I hear *Cape Of Stoem* By Hyde And My dream comes to an END (: But its Ok I'll Survive.......I got Plenty More to Come ......

Later on i'll go to work and make money while having fUN ......

Love ~sakura-chan

ruki_sakura @ 2007-03-22T23:46:00

2007-03-23T05:12:58Z

OK I'm @ my girls house, talene309...and i'm moving in with her soon...i cant wait till i move in!!!!!!!!
^_^ best roomies lol. This is just gonna make me stronger and i dont have to depend on mom and dad for anything. I always hated that even when i needed some thing I never asked Them When I needed anything. But now I can Live Life and Work For What I want And I'm just Happy that i'm with a friend. Now i know just need to find some furniture for us and get a kitchen table and chairs but i can manage that right now no but later on I will be able ....to get the stuff from somewhere.........I"ll figure things out by the end of april..

Love
~Sakura-Chan~

*Did You Lose It? Huh?*